Life
Friday, March 16, 2007 at 7:55 PM
OHI-O~Life, this word is a very big word. I dont know how to use it to describe the feeling im having right now. Hmmm.. It is full of surprises, anger, unhappiness, sadness, happiness, confusion, unsatisfaction.. I dont know, it's alot more than what i just mentioned here. Encountering so many different obstacles, so many different languages being spoken, bringing you down, making you hopeless. Some wont just understand what is it.. It is difficult to understand.
When you do good things that some wont see, they really wont even notice it, because they dont know. If they wont know anything, they might blame you for it. Life huh? This is called Life. There is always hurting in life too. You wont know when people around you might hurt you with actions, words, sounds.. They just go around through your ears. You might not even know it too. Things people do, will also hurt you. Be careful.
Im okay. Nothing is wrong with me. Just that i've been thinking about this word called Life very deeply yesterday. It just struck me hard. You cannot blame anyone for this, this is your Life, or Our Life. Being pushed hard, by different people around you, it's difficult to stop them. But go on, live what you have to live for, do what you have to do, keep yourself ALIVE for what you want to achieve in this world. Follow your own heart, listen to it.. Hmmm, shall i end this post here? Lets see...
On wednesday, 14th of March, I spend my day happily and it was all so nicely spent. I wont say much here, it's my secret of spending it happily. It's the key to happiness for me. Only one day, and the rest are like working days. Im always feeling tired because i've always been waking up at like very early in the morning.
Yesterday, spent my night with Cia, Qian, Cj, Sd and Terrence. It was fun! We went to Pp's arcade. It's like considered my first time there since the time it has been renovated. It was really fun there. The 3 of us, Cia, Qian and I kept playing the basketball there. Cia was super pro in it, she was like sme scoring machine and the basketball just kept chopping into the net. Haha. Qian was quite good at it too. I was super lousy~ Haha. Cia tried to break the high score of 513, but still cant. Next time! (= Then at about 9 plus we left. Cj, Sd and Terrence went to her house while i headed home. They were crazy! They played Majong and Blackjack till morning & didnt slept at all till today! Cia is mad la. Then we had tuition earlier on, she was super tired. haha. When she's talking, i can hear that she voice was super draggy and tired. xD Then she went to ice-skate with Qian. So sad that i cant join them but its ok. Then went home with Cj and Sd.
Im not quite done with my Chemistry. Leaving like 2 units more for me to finish! Gonna try to finish it today. I still have my tuition homework to finish.. Today, i dont know why i felt lonely. Haha. Like the feel of it is there. Im thinking to much huh? It's like holiday, & im not spending it like feeling happy and fun out of it. Ah, whatever. Anyway, take care all. Im going OFFFF~ So drink lots of water and try to enjoy your LAST TWO DAYS OF HOLIDAYS. See ya! Adios~
Grandma, Ah Yi, Est, Fel, Ju, have fun at ShenZhen ok? (= Take care and be careful over there. Remember to buy goodies back for me!!!!! xD Love you all. Take care of grandma there too. Yi Lu Shun Feng oh!